ambition??? nahhh....

haiii...
i am at my sis's home now
lazying around...
hahha...no la.
i am babysit my niece..
gonna fetch her from school this evening.

the main thing i gonna do now is find a job
its hard now currently to get a job that u want
ever since i graduate 2 years ago, my friends still did'nt get a pleasent job that is suits with our degree
i dont wanna blame anybody
beside, i dont know what is wrong with the matter of career
is it our course that is not good enough to fulfill any requirement in company?
if its right, why they still offering the course in the first place?

until now, i live with a principe that you can't always be want you want to be
ambition means nothing...
from what i see around me, my principe is right
even my university friends say so..
when i am in primary school, i wanna be a veterinarian
because i love animals so much
i think i can follow up my ambition
but until i am in standard 4, i was pushed to be in engineering stream..
sounds cool right?
but in my school, engineering and architecture  stream is not a stream to be proud of
most of intelligent student which got flying colors in pmr will be in pure science stream. which mean they will be the future doctor.
and the rest, which mean a moderate student like me will be in art,business, engineering and architecture stream.
do you see how the flow is? for me, its not fair at all.
i dont mind if the school separating us like that. but try to give equality in our education.
dont they realize that business is the main power in one country?
engineering and architecture is crucial course in university.. even multinational company like SONY wanna give scholar for those engineering students.
i think the school is in a huge waste
i am not very good at science and engineering. i admit it.
but i think if my school gave a big encouragement and support for us, and allowed each student to choose their own path in which stream they want to be, without any discrimination, maybe i would success.
i love art stream but i got no friends in that class.beside, in my school, art stream students is lower from moderate student. so i dare myself in engineering stream.
my spm result is not very good but not bad either.
i got no chance to go to university like my friend so i go for form 6 and take stpm
i have been offered for science stream but, i dont want to take risk like form 5
so i took art stream and i finally feel its suits with me
until i got a place in UKM

here i am once again

here i am..
still at ukm doing nothing
just come back from sarawak
duit takde tapi boleh pegi holiday =_="
mula2 macam malas nak pegi
tapi bila lagi nak pegi tempat orang kan?

errmm..kuching is a nice place actually
banyak tempat best yang kitorang tak sempat nak pegi
another holiday trip maybe...
its a very very budget holiday for us
shopping pun tempat murah je
biasa la kalo nak bagi gift kat ramai orang
key-chain dgn magnet peti ais
hehehh...

some pictures to share,,
just using my galaxy ace..
i am an amature =)

it still hunting me !

here i am..
in the end of my master at ukm
during this final week, it happen again
still searching for a job
i always hate this situation
i hate it very very very much !!!

dulu, lepas degree same jugak mcm ni
cari keje..tak dpt keje..
ade gak reason utk sambung master
tp lepas sambung master ni,
tak dpt keje gak..
takkan nak smbung phd..
hahhaa

adehhhh kenape la mcm ni
ade master pn mcm tkde master je..
semua keje nk xperience